does anyone else sometimes feel like they are alone in the world? that no one can relate to you, and that you cant tell anybody anything? i feel like that loads. if i told my friends the way that i feel they would tell me to shut up beind dramatic and then they would look in the closest reflective surface. i cant trust my mom, she just doesnt get me! she yells at me saying how she hates me ect she just wants me to be a mini version of her, clever, well spoken, into classical music...... but im not! i love rock music horror films and swere all the time, thats just the way i am. i left the room for like 5 seconds amd when i got back she said to me i was looking at what you were reading on your laptop and i must say i wasnt very impressesd. (it was daniel waters blog for tommy williams, if it was porn then its justified) you will never get into malvern if you read things like that. WHAT? is she on some kind of crack for control freaks, jesus. i have to resist the temptation to try to kill her sometimes, she gets on my nerves soooo much! a friends mum gets worried about me because she leaves my nasty voicemails if i dont answer the phone. they are really vicious i have in the past cried because of them. im not the type of person who cries, i had my bone sticking out of my wrist and all i said was "coo would you look at that?" i just dont know what to do, i feel alone really and this is the first time i have ever had friends and well my mum has always been distant....help?